I am not anti-social; I just hate being around stupid people which greatly limits my social circle.
Rage is amazing thing. It does not fade or evaporate. All feelings and emotions temper with time but rage. It festers and pools in the recesses of your heart. Waiting to flood out. Maybe rage is not truly emotion. Rage does not follow any of the normal rules of emotions. Rage is a virus, it works its way in, creates more of it own, spreads to others around you, and no amount of "meds" will get rid of it. A couple days ago I experienced a max build up of rage. Someone couldn't even say hi without me wanting to bite their head off. You can even feel it boiling trying to get out; wanting to be free to spread to others. This doesn't happen often, but it happens to everyone.
How can there be equality when people are not equal? Two brothers, adopted, grow up in a loving family, given all the opportunities that could be given within their social bracket. One brother will do well; one will not. One has a higher mental potential, a focused mind, and strong work ethic. The other was not as blessed; he will struggle through life never reach feats that seem so simple to his brother. Anger will fester rotten him from the inside. Jealousy and resentment will harden him as a person and he will learn to hate his brother. His brother not knowing any better will always feel guilty for this, and both will suffer.
Shattered glass upon the floor shines the new day's sun.
Reflecting hundred times over the light for you wish not to see.
Bending, folding the world outside into a kaleidoscope within your mind.
The madding world at the doorsteps rips you out from the inside.
For the world is the glass you see,
And it is only the illusion that keeps you sane.
(Wow, I don't even know what I was smoking when I wrote that)
Reasons are the lies we tell ourselves so that we can sleep at night. In the end there is only yes and no; the rest is meaningless.
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